OH MY GOD I JUST HAD A FUCKING HEART ATTACK
on my secret tumblr
where i post all my secret shit
that i don’t want anyone irl to know about
i saw:
BUT IT WASN’T ABOUT ME
IT WILL ALL BE OKAY
haaa
wow just watched such a horribly triggering video in neuro. I want to cry
also my ‘actual problem #2’
Longs the freedom to make her own decisions and plans without the criticism and restrictions of others. Uses her charm to deal with others and get what she wants.
hahah, thanks color quiz-
“Feels trapped in a helpless situation and is desperately seeking relief. she is able to find pleasure and happiness in sexual activity, as long as there is not a lot of conflict or emotional difficulty.”
my obnoxious sophomore roommates have no idea how to talk at a reasonable volume SO while trying to write this legal paper, i’m forced to listen to the dumb shit they’re saying
for example-
oh my god why can’t victims services or whatever quit sending fucking mail to my fucking parents’ house holy fuck.
never get help if you’re victimized. ever. it is SO not worth it. worst decision i ever made.
I have a really, reallyyyy hard time showing my writing to other people
writing is so ridiculously personal. showing my writing to people makes me feel SO vulnerable. & if there’s anything I hate, it’s feeling vulnerable.
omg today was so so good because the weather was beautiful & apparently beautiful weather makes me like manic bc i didn’t sleep or eat & i just did stuff all day which i never do bc i never get out of bed in the winter & wow now the sun’s down & it’s supposed to snow tonight so i bet i’m gonna get depressed again :c
lol my writing prof has a tumblr & follows some people in my class but I refuse to give out my url
ugh why do i miss you so much
ugh
dancing around in my underwear is definitely the most important part of the ‘getting ready to go out’ process
