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lol i just wrote the longest rant on here & it took an hour.. & then i realized i had put a lot of other people’s personal business in it & even if i don’t say their names i don’t think that’s right…
but i’m going to try to shorten it. ha.
basically, i’m really annoyed with how ‘cool’ it has gotten to be trashy. i don’t care if people have sex with lots of different partners. i don’t care if people experiment with drugs. that is their personal business.
what pisses me off is how quickly everyone is falling into this ‘fad’ of being trashy. the fact that you enjoy mixing every drug you have access to on a weekly basis is suddenly something to advertise on facebook. the fact that you got pregnant from a random drunk hook up ‘lol’ is something to say publicly on the internet. people’s profile pictures are now them in their underwear. or smoking weed. or smoking weed in their underwear. when did all that become ‘cool’?
and it’s really scary how little most of these people know about the drugs they’re putting into their body… not really referring to weed here… but the new ‘cool’ thing to do at my school is molly… which, if you ask any sorority girl running around is ‘always pure mdma, not like ecstasy which is rat poision’. a) pure mdma is incredibly difficult to make, even for chemists. b) drug dealers that want to rip off you stupid people who have know idea what anything is worth, how much of something to take, or if you’re even getting anything besides a capsule of sugar are not going to make a point to provide you with ‘pure’ anything. they don’t care. they make more money if they rip you off, and guess what? the dumber their customers get, the more they are going to start ripping everyone off. because they can. oh, and c) it would be really stupid for someone to make an e pill with rat poison in it… drug dealers want to make money, and if they kill off their customers, they won’t be returning for more ‘goods’.
last semester, i missed almost all of le castle vania because one of my friends was in the bathroom puking because she took too much of this ‘amazing, safe, pure’ drug at one time. technically, it takes quite a bit to overdose. but if you take too much too quickly, you will get very sick. or, you will develop seratonin syndrome, which is what you can also get from ssri antidepressants. if you don’t treat that, you die. so, i, of course, was very concerned about my friend. tried to get her to go to the hospital. she was showing signs of seratoin syndrome and i was really scared for her. she refused to go though, saying she was ‘fine’. so, because she refused to go to the hospital and let trained professionals take care of her, i spent $60 to sit on a bathroom floor and hold her hair back. i was beyond angry. she didn’t end up having seratonin syndrome, which was great. and she did learn her lesson, which was great, too. but the fact that that even happened annoyed me so much.
i know lots of other people who have had similar experiences, yet, they continue to do the ‘cool thing’. i don’t know how this all got started, but it’s ruined edm shows for me. i love edm. i love uplifting music i can dance too. i hate the people there. they are really now full of dumb college girls, dressed in their dayglow outfits, bragging about how they took one or two or however many molly capsules… which is a terrifying thing. a ‘capsule’ is not a measurement. chances are, they’re getting ripped off, and getting less than they are paying for. but there’s always the chance they are getting more and ingesting more than they realize.
and then to make matters worse, they add other things into the mix. alcohol, always. weed, usually. if they’re really ‘cool’, they’ll add special k or amphetamines or pcp.
…i’m bad at the short version i guess.
what pisses me off the most is that mdma has been proven to treat ptsd, which is terrible. i was diagnosed with it a few years ago. there isn’t any treatment for it currently. it can also be helpful as an anti-depressant. but it’s illegal. so instead of people who could really use it, if it was prescribed to them, these stupid, obnoxious, morons are using it. i would so, so, so much rather it be a highly controlled substance that can be prescribed, like methamphetamine, than this.
i don’t know why it bothers me so much when people go on and on about how reckless they are (which is funny, because my url is recklesss… ha). maybe because i just think it’s so pathetic that it irritates me. maybe because of how incredibly dangerous it is to mix certain drugs. or to take a drug without even researching it. or maybe it’s just because these people are taking the tickets to shows i want to go to when they don’t even know the music, just because they like the ‘drug scene’.
and i’m not just saying ‘drugs are bad’. like i said, mdma has some good uses. dumping a few capsules full of it in your mouth and chasing it with jack daniels, however, is not one of them.
